Unlucky Person

In my life, I crossed of unsucceed of my study and work so much. Something that I need, It wasn’t easy for providing me.I sometimes think that myself is unlucky .Although I am study hard, I still unsucceed .I apply for a lots of job, but I passed only shortlist .I compared myself with my friends about study ,I feel that my destiny is so bad , I am hopeless and disappointed so much . My stupid idea appeared in my mind ‘’ I want to die”, but this word just I said it when I was angry.